Saturday, February 18, 2012
Thursday, January 26, 2012
According To You
Okay so this song isn't exactly my "style" nor am I angry like it seems like this song is, but as I was listening to it this morning after doing my morning swim, for some reason it home. I remember dating a guy at Rick's College pretty seriously. All of the sudden he was really critical of me, and I didn't like that. So I broke it off with him. I remember crying and feeling so much pain inside feeling like no one would ever love me for who I am, not for who they want me to be, or try to change me.
I've dated or liked several guys, and Moe was the only one that the feelings were mutual for each other and he was sincerely interested in me just the way I am.
Back to the story, as I was feeling real pain from this break-up, the Spirit came to me out of the blue and I had the impression, "Moe wouldn't treat you like this." I wasn't writing Moe on his mission, for the most part I didn't think we'd ever end up together, it was so out of the blue...because of this I knew it had come from the Spirit. It wasn't for another long while before Moe even came home from his mission and we started dating. In fact, I kinda forgot about it as I started my new career as a nurse....
Yet Moe and I found each other, and I am SO GRATEFUL that we did. To Moe I have always been his number one. He loves me simply and completely, it's incredible! I never feel the pressure of trying to be someone I'm not from him--I do that to myself, not him. When I think I look my worst, he tells me how beautiful I am. I'm so grateful for that. I'm so grateful for the way that Moe completes me unlike any other infatuation that I've ever had. He loves me into wanting to be better, and this morning I am grateful for that and wanted to share. I was able to watch him play basketball last night--thanks Marsha! It was fun for me to do, and in my book he played great! Love you babe!
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